Saturday, November 22, 2008

Technible and Tangical

I love you, but I can't say it with words. I mean I can't say how much.

So. I don't know what you mean.

You know. I just love you so much I cry about it. But no matter how I try to say it, you'll never understand.

Well I can't understand if you don't try.

Nothing I say can work as well as telling you with my body.

Oh. Body language. You want to dance your love for me?

But the sad thing is that I don't even know if that will work.

I still don't really understand.

... It's like, it's like if you have to, you know, export something.

ok. mm hmm.

Like if you are trying to export some kind of document into a word format or something.

Ok. Yes. I'm beginning to understand. So you want to export the contents of something onto a new format.

Yes, except the contents are my heart and feelings and the essence of my soul, and the format is words. So my heart is the document and my words are word.

I got it! Great, so we understand each other now.

No. I mean, sometimes there are problems and everything doesn't export the right way. Like some info is lost. So that's what I'm afraid of if I try to give you my heart. Like you'll not get all of it. Or you won't understand it.

I see.

So that's why I can't tell you how I feel.

Did you try PDF? It's almost always flawless.

No. ... Just kiss me.

Whoiswho and Imlosingtrack

He doesn't know which is which.

so you want him to guess?

yeah.

and then no matter what he says, you want to pretend he's wrong?

or if he really is wrong, it won't be pretending.

i guess.

i spoke to him on the phone.

should we disguise our voices?

no. just don't say anything.

and then who will pay? should we let him?

no. you'll pay.

ok. but what if he gets something really expensive?

you'll still pay.

what. do you want me to say, oh hey, just a sec while i go home and make a transfer online?

no. just pay with a credit card.

oh.

what do we ask him?

the weirder the better. like if he could do anything with a belt besides wear it, what would he do.

ok.

let's go.

ok.

Technible and Tangical

Just email me.

I want to hug you.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

story boys and some girls

And george said to matt
And matt said to George
And tom and beth and mary and sarah and bob
And george said to matt
Hey matt
I’m just a character in a story
And matt said
Fuck.
Books these days, man.
And george said
I know.